This is a pretty unusual novel about two very different boys
and their most closely guarded secrets. David Piper is just starting year 10
and dreading it. Every day he gets taller, his feet get bigger and his stubble
threatens to break through at last- what would be exciting for most boys fills
David with dread. All he has ever wanted is to be a girl, and girls don’t have
beards and size 9 feet.
Trapped in the wrong body, David is awkward and shy- he and
his only two friends Essie and Felix have formed a trio of misfits,
collectively known as the mutant, the geek and the freak. Mercilessly bullied
by year 10’s most popular boy, David finds it easier to withdraw than defend
himself, hoping there will be a new target tomorrow.
Then there’s Leo, a new boy starting in year 11 after a
mysterious transfer from the roughest school in the city. The rumour mill has
him maiming a teacher with a hacksaw and getting expelled, but David has his
doubts about the likelihood of such an affair. Surly and hostile, Leo wants
nothing more than to be invisible; to get as many GCSEs as possible and start a
new life somewhere far away.
In some ways this is quite a relatable story of feeling
different, a sore thumb within a sea of ordinary, regular thumbs. I think many
readers will relate to the idea of feeling isolated and abnormal - even if it is
not for the same reasons as Leo or David. I really liked the two protagonists and I think the dual
narration, with a font for each speaker worked really well. It was lovely to
see their relationship growing and their trust deepening from both perspectives,
and all the doubt and fear that came with entrusting secrets to another.
I liked David as a character; he was sweet and nerdishly
sensible and funny, and his loneliness makes the reader sympathise massively
with him. I can’t even imagine how confusing and traumatic it must be to see a
stranger’s face in the mirror every day instead of the person that really
exists underneath. However, I felt that Leo was definitely the most three
dimensional character in the book. Maybe it was because his secret stayed under
wraps for so long, maybe it was the mysterious circumstances of his departure,
his jumpiness, his unresolved anger issues and his ‘problem’ family, but for me
Leo was the more engaging of the narrators. He seemed much more troubled, more
desperate and so much more destructive than the quietly agonising David and the reader feels every horrible blow dealt to him.
This novel breaches some fairly virgin territory in the
Young Adult arena by shining a light on the topic of transgenderism in teens. Though
I can obviously claim no expertise, I thought Williamson handled the subject
sensitively and with candour; pointing out that David is not gay, he’s a
straight girl in his head and heart. Novels like this are the very reason that
people read- in order to experience life through other eyes. Williamson has definitely
managed to offer a fresh and vital perspective, and done it well- If just one
kid has read this book and felt less alone, or has thought twice about
discriminating against LGBT peers, it’s a win. Some readers will have never even considered gender
dysphoria as even existing at all, much less considered how tough it must be to
experience.
All in all, this was a really enjoyable and emotional read that really reinforces the importance of walking a mile in a person's shoes before judging them.
It feels like an important book, though long overdue. The writing is nothing out
of the ordinary, but the characters are memorable and relatable and the reader
cannot help but root for them and hope they overcome the obstacles and unfairness
that seems so sadly inevitable. On an additional note, I did do a little
internal “Wooo!” when Newstead Abbey got a shout out because I live like 4
miles from it! On an additional additional note, David, some girls do have size 9 feet. Or 10 in my case.
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